PAINFULL TRUTH

It’s hurt to know that I can’t talk to you about it
Too many risks
Too much pain

Stupid feeling! I cried
But nobody wants to listen
Nobody seems to care
For I cried in the middle of nowhere

Stupid word! I said
I hate myself for being so foolish
I hate myself for being so illogical

This is not me! I deny
For a second I was nobody
Lost in the middle of the darkest jungle

I know the truth, but
My heart is full of pain
Pain that brings tears
Heavy tears

26 April 2007
to my husband